My Deep Meditation

Things that happen around me seems bad.. but somehow i felt that m being blessed.Its blessing in disguise. Losing something and i have gain something. This is always the case. I know i will have alot to learn. Emotionally beaten yet somehow felt that the power is there. I know that i have to look […]

I hope to wake up in my dreams. And for most of the night i had dreams coming to me. Many of them clear and unclear, but still i did not wake. But i was half asleep and most of the time i was.
I felt super light everytime when im resting. I was like feather floating and i fall asleep. […]

Its been a long time not writing anything,….and my practices continue from day to day.Whenever and wherever im, i always bring myself to the stage that i can get in touch with the universe. 
Walking in the street feeling like M&M with two legs. I have this big round cushion around my body making me feeling safe and […]

I was doing practice in one of the weekend morning, after the sun gazing to me it makes me feel being charge/ battery full.
After that i did Ren Du with huge tree i choose, it was fine and great feeling.After awhile i felt that i was being suck by a huge magnet. The huge tree […]

I looked at the sky almost everyday…. each day it appear the same yet different. There is light sparkling particle moving happily here and there and shinning beautifully. At time, gold white shinning. Seeing things as it is are really not that easy as distraction is always there..

I was holding Qi ball while i was doing sun practice..the ball followed my breathing up and down..
Holding the ball in front of my heart i feel secure. Sun practice recharge me, i felt i was like an energy ball after every practice.. And i feel great. I know that i have already make friend with the […]

I have been doing sun grazing for sometime ever since my friend had taught me how to. I had started to fall in love with the sky and the sun since then. It was wonderful to me and i always feel secure and everlasting bliss whenever i draw myself near.
It was a beautiful morning, and i […]

I was doing practice in open area looking up the sky i saw bright sun shinning. Closing my eye, i saw beautiful colours appearing. When i opened my eye and look at the sun again carefully, i saw the moon. The sun had change into the moon and i was actually looking at the sun […]

Realised that there is great change in me.. even people around me realised that. As i was someone into winning for all the time till i started meditate.
My mind change, my point of view somehow change.. my relationship also had a great change/problem..sometime i did find things difficult to handle. But i believed that my higher […]

I have never know that sun could look so beautiful… until the day i closed my eye facing the sun. Using my feeling and the other eye to see it… beautiful colour present infront of me. Orange, green and yellow.. all blended together.
I used my palm to take in energy of sun. It wonder, feeling energy […]