My Deep Meditation

Dream

sotong12 — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 16:30:07 +0000

Dream and another person also dreaming. Not sure it is the same time. Different body dream again.

Flying out

sotong12 — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 16:22:35 +0000

Im flying everywhere sometime. Keep knocking to alot of things.Think i dont know how to fly properly. A teacher told me someone is flying together with me but i never see any teacher??? with me when im out. Some one going to my body?

Star still flying around, is my body flying to the space? The star keep turning letting the star turning. Let it pass by.

A teacher told me light body is impermance.

Many body waking up

sotong12 — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 16:04:25 +0000

I was sleeping and I left my body look back at my own body think im too tired. Think there is someone. I saw my friend and i walk away, my physical body wake up with another my body.

My physical body and another body is shock to see transparent body walking away. Joining back my body i wake up. Quite funny. My physical and another body cling on too much. A teacher told me that someone took over my body, dangerous.

Ourselves

sotong12 — Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:04:26 +0000

The greatest heartbreak… knowing that riot around the world had break my heart.

Human creates everything and destroy everything. We are the one to be blame for war, for riot, for all the chaos. Karma will kept following us if we still makes the same mistake. The more we make the heavier we carry.

Punishment is everywhere…from the daily life or natural disaster will strike as a whole. As we do not have compassion, no wisdom, we will be kept under not able to see clearly.

We are just being buried in the life of what we want for ourselves, how much money can we earn, how rich i am, how powerful i am, what type of car im driving, what post im holding, how good i am and how bad others are. (Today im going out with my friend so what program?… movies? eating?.. drinking?..) We forget about people around us in the world.

Our special abilities and talent are not given to us for nothing, we are gifted to help people around us not for ourselves.

Realise what we are doing.

Stars!

sotong12 — Thu, 05 Jul 2007 02:00:57 +0000

Stars flying all over me… Each time i was in for meditation i wish to stay in it forever. The peacefulness, i enjoy so much..

Colours together with the flying stars, moving towards among them, fanatastic feeling. They are showering towards me. Up to a stage, i saw only one very very small tiny bright shiny light just right infront of me. I looked at it…at time its there yet at time its not there.

Suddenly, huge flash of purple bright shiny light flashed right in front of me. Wow.. How can i describe it. Its unbelievable.. How true it is!! In the other dimension of the human life we can experience this. It is not only from the movie you can see. This is real! Money cant buy it. The beautiful colour bright and shiny light flashing infront of me and my beloved stars, they are the closes friend of mine.

There is no physical body in there, no hand, no leg nothing BUT your consious mind…. Enjoy the freedom of flying with nothing tied on to you, NOTHING. No God could do this for you, BUT YOURSELF. Remember this.

Letting Go of every single thoughts is so important. The daily matters can be in your mind hanging there so tight that even you are not aware. Some you might thought, hey its not there! BUT when you try sitting there starts to meditate, Every single thought comes up to you. That is why awareness in our daily life are so so important. It trains our mind our behaviour and at the same time how to let go easily.

Letting Go of everything. Calming your mind down, nothing will be in your mind if you are able to do it. The mind will be very very clear. Then you will know ” Im in the state”, in the state of meditation.

Enjoy the Journey of Meditation. Practise the GOOD, The GOOD will follows. Practise the BAD the BAD will follows as Well!

Be Compassion to all beings in this world including all the bacteria, right from our heart, wishing the best wishes. Dedicate the merits to them!

Awakening…

sotong12 — Thu, 17 May 2007 16:40:17 +0000

HAVE YOU AWAKEN? ENLIGHTEN?…. WHAT IS THAT??? HOW DOES IT COMES ABOUT? DID YOU ASK OR JUST LIVING LIFE BLINDLY.

Your Attachment

sotong12 — Thu, 17 May 2007 16:37:06 +0000

Do all of us aware of our attachment?? Sometimes we dont even know our attachment. We thought We are doing very well yet we are living in unconscious. I could write this out because I AM experience it.

So have you find out what you attached to in these life?? Have you start to wonder why.. If you have not find out, then are you going to wait till the day when you are going to died??

Recently i have met an accident.. At that point of time thoughts comes into my mind within that spilt second or maybe at that point of time. It a great blessing to met this accident, i have learn something out of it. I got to know what is my real attachment. Somehow im lucky enough that im just having some bruises.

I start to wonder WHY is this thought coming out from my mind? And i found the answer to the question. So ‘AWARENESS’ to me is important. It means everything to me. Simple yet so difficult. From this incident i ahev also learn what is real letting go means. IT is not just doing LETTING GO. Its there but yet not there.

Im grateful to my friend who gaves me a bad comment and get angry with me. Why am i grateful? Because through my friend i get to practice what i have learn, AWARENESS!! Ha! Suddenly i felt so grateful. Inner Peace is the most important thing to me, not reacting but yet solving it with the right way is important to me. Im sure i did not create much bad karma this way

How much do you know ‘Letting Go Means?’

sotong12 — Sat, 28 Apr 2007 14:27:10 +0000

I have been meditating everyday.. being flying among the stars is a wonder experience. Its like im in the starwar flying jet, zooming in so fast, travelling. I found a star infront of me, but it was so small very very tiny yet i saw. I was flying toward it, zooming into the star.

It was so wonderful, in there, there is nothing. Nothing is there in my mind, not even a thoughts. Just know that my mind or consciousness is there. There is a wonderful place…because im totally free..

Maybe you can try it then you will believe what i have written here. Practice for the benefit of all the beings, please.

Knock Knock, whose there??…

sotong12 — Sat, 28 Apr 2007 14:11:48 +0000

I realised that i have not been doing any sun gazing.. There is no need for me to do it anymore. Do i actually need it at the first place?? I find myself silly at times.

Yet i spend most of the time thinking how can i benefit others. How can we benefit others? Let us think about it how can we help people out there to see it and realise the beauty of real clear truth. Or are we going to let others continously sinking into the sea til they reached the bottom..

Do you know what are you doing everyday in your life?? What are you doing? Here just to live? to eat to sleep? to enjoy your time here with your friend, going pubbing? going drinking? at home with family??…

Have you really think about why are you still here, sometime happy sometime heart breaking sometime exciting etc. Find out yourself and one day answer will come to you.

Seriously im getting more and more cherish with my life here.

Just Another Update

sotong12 — Thu, 12 Apr 2007 04:29:34 +0000

Have you start learning meditation…what suffering are you giving to yourself??

At a point of time i was really upset about myself and others.. Looking into the light up lamp, i felt the impermance of life. It brights up in that point of time but it goes off as fast also. It is the same as our precious human life.. Im one of them joining the dharma talk,.. I realised.. I cant do anything to get out of ‘this place’ this world but to stay here to practice till i have reached there.

Someone told me i do not have compassion.. My compassion is not enough. In fact i think what the person had said is very right. I have sometime asked myself do i have compassion? I think i need to have it. And i think im still learning,.. with the right intention in doing everything i think i will get to the point.