I felt upset for the yesterday…in fact even for the past few day. It was christmas, i was having some kind of dinner with my friends. During the gathering i felt terrible, as i see the ugly human mental and behavior. My quiet mind sees it, it was like a mirror of myself, i thought im terrible like them in the past in fact even sometime now.
I was totally quiet during my dinner not wanting to accumulate bad karma. Do all the being in this world sees it?? They are living day by day not realising and learning so do i. Im still learning my still cleaning the dust that had been accumulating for how many life time till now. Only by working hard to clean i will be able to see it.
I have to train my mind, so that i will not be affected by the external situation. So that i can stay still as peace when i sees the polluted world. Not letting myself to be affected, as im quite an emotional being. Happy, Angry, Sad, Jealous etc…. Im still an being.
Can you see it?? As clear as Crystal? Others is the reflection of You, You realise that Do you understand it? Ask yourself today, the every moment you read this!! 
